i gif up.. i think i gif up.. dun think i can do this anymore.. i wanna gif up.. help~

tried to blog yest but guessed blogger's server was down.. anyway.. yest i went down to ecp had a gd meal.. its it relatively cheap since it was a turkish meal.. i dunno.. lol.. fergot to take pictures of de food!! but its ok.. its called de kebab station.. go try!! lol.. de food names were so funny like iskander or lamahcun.. lol.. but i had lamb baked rice.. n i stole some of will's iskander.. its was gd.. de dips were cool too.. n de huge garlic bread.. luckily i didnt order de ayran.. its a kind of turkish drink abit like diluted yoghurt n i didnt like it.. *phew* hehe.. quite sad dat i only haf pics of us n not de food.. but i wun mind going back dere fer a bite.. its really far.. oh.. n i lost my way on my way dere.. i walked de opposite direction.. i dunno how far i walked but i noe its jus really far.. walked by de lighthouse n abt 3 underpass.. n i had to walk back.. hehe.. walked till my ankle hurt.. but i guess de meal did make up fer it cos i fergot abt it soon after..

registered my btt today.. its on de 19/01/2007.. betta put it down jus in case i ferget.. den i spent de rest of my time researching abt wat i wanted to write.. n thinking abt some stuffs..
n i've decided finally to write on library anxiety.. toked to anders abt it.. his been a big big biiiiiiiiiiigg help! he made me more focus n clear abt wat i wanted to write..

sometimes decisions can be very hard.. especially when u hafta decide whether you wan to stay or jus walk away.. staying is not easy, walking away is hard.. so wat do u do den.. this things can be so mind boggling n frustrating.. cos when u decided u wanna stay n wait n gif it a try.. factors n other things jus come into place.. but when u made up ur mind u wanna leave.. everything is jus so nice dat u jus wanna stay.. arghhh isn't it?? oh well.. so much fer thots.. leave em fer another day..

some happy pictures b4 i go..

At ECP

kebab station-caught mich on camera admiring her cute guy!!
(mich & pris)


kebab station-pris painted her hoodie herself!! bloody adorable rite??


kebab station-will took a pic of himself when i told him to take a pic of de food.. dats y i end up wifout pics of de food.. hehe~

sometimes when people are of no significance, no matter how they are.. they will not so much as think of u.. nor will they bother.. I believed n I noe dat no matter how busy anyone can be, there will be a time.. a time where dey stop to think of their loved ones.. be it in de mist of their busy schedule.. or in bed before dey go to sleep.. I noe n believed cos I haf had people of significance.. and sometimes u jus noe u are of no significance to someone at all.. waiting is something I do not lyk to do.. but I waited.. I do not noe y I waited.. probably to see if I was of any significance.. thus I waited n waited.. you culd blatantly assess by now the ending n how much I’m worth.. but de impt thing here is.. wat do I do now?

On happier notes.. been to many outings.. too many perhaps..

had an extreme fun overnite at sentosa..

in top shop at vivo-look at em drool.. lolz!
(anders & wh)


vivo-i luurvee this fcuk sun wu kong t-shirt!!
(modeled by wh)


oppo sentosa-wow! look at de strong n mighty anders!!


oppo sentosa-omg! wh is trying to copy anders.. *sniggers*


sentosa-anders sure can slp anywhere~


sentosa's tower-look at de 3 lil monkies!!
(anders, mich & wh)


A great new hangout place i love.. call H.I.G.H.. a lan shop cum pub.. to anybody who loves lan gaming, soccer, pool n foosball!! great big projector screen to watch any soccer matches.. the computers were not laggy at all.. screen was big, graphics were gd, mouse n keyboards were gd.. this is de best lan shop i've eva been too!! n i'll be going to no other lan shop cept fer this.. this i how much i love it.. hahaz.. intro-ed by cr!


H.I.G.H- funny concoction names.. wif n wifout flash..
(irish coffee, moonwell, soubooster & enchantress)


bugis-my fav x'mas tree! wonder if dey are real crystals..

X'mas is coming!! gonna cook fer x'mas eve! so excited!!