if i eva had a chance to turn back the time.. wuld i? to erase the things i did.. wuld i? to add in happier moments.. wuld i? i jus realised i grew up.. been thinking heavily abt the past recently.. been trying to catch up wif my past too.. i guess its not jus the happy moments but the sad n de bad dat mould me to who i am today.. precious lessons dat i've gone thru n learnt.. lyk wat daniel say "wat doesntt kills u makes u stronger".. if i had de chance to turn back de time.. will my answer be yes again?

i dunno wat i'm toking abt.. i'm seriously going crazy with this suddenly cannot sleep whole nite neva sleep kinda thing.. n it hits me once every few nites.. wats wrong?? anyway.. think i betta go fer full body check up.. de edema reading abt my liver n kidney is making me sceptical.. hmm.. plus i wanna noe y i'm so fat when all de readings says i'm underweight!!

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haf u eva had de feeling of loneliness slowly creeping into ur heart n u can feel every slightess movement? dats wats happening when ur not around.. i miss u.. i miss de way u make me laugh.. de way ur oh-so-cute~ de way i look at u n feel so totally obsessed wif u.. de way i jus look at u n smile.. n de way u make my day jus by being dere.. oh i so miss u very very much..can everybody pls pray fer my fren~~ pray dat she will get better and be healthy.. my fren's name is andrea and she has liver problems.. she is a very nice, sweet and frenly girl.. but de thot of losing such a gd fren suddenly feels my heart wif utmost sympathy and sadness.. pls do pray dat she will get well live a healthy life without having to take oral medicine everyday.. Thank you so so so much..