heyhey.. jus watched lake house.. omg so sweet la.. i'm so enviouss.. wish got someone out dere.. hmm... i wish huh.. i wish..

i dun wanna be dat easy going nice kinda girl anymore.. i dun wanna be easy going kinda girl anymore.. ppl jus dun appreciate~~ come on man.. wats de world becoming.. i dun wanna be nice.. jus dun expect me to be nice anymore..

i wish u were dere.. its lyk u seem to be dere.. but u dun seem to be dere.. alwaiz wif ur busy schedule.. i wish i culd fit into ur busy schedule.. if only i was dat bit of an importance..

i wish somebody will take notice of me!!!!

i wanna work hard.. i study hard.. haiz.. deres alot of things i regret.. things i cant turn back de time for.. i dun wanna regret anymore..

omg!! i'm still awake again!! 2 nites in a row~~ i can't sleep!! help~~ anyway.. oreo is so cute la~~ she is so fat now.. fatty~~

omg!! its 3.45am n i'm still awake on a wed nite.. oh well.. no skool anyway.. hehe~ so excited!!! i'm gonna see my baby in a few hours times!! maybe dats y i cant sleep!! yeah.. obvious huh~ so excited to see my baby~~ its been months man.. n does months seems lyk years.. i thot i'll neva be able to see my baby again.. hopefully my baby stills rmb me... so sad.. i dun wan her to ferget me.. so excited!! hehe~


i'm almost cannot make it fer cip~ missed de briefing and all.. n dunno wat makes me go tp email n check~ lucky met up wif vijayan n he said i'll do fine.. but still hafta go fer interview.. say i'm most lykly to get it but not to speculate.. hmm.. wats dat suppose to mean?? anyway.. think i'll get in la.. lol.. get my hopes up too higher mite be very disappointed if i neva get in.. but dun think so la.. lol..


whao~~ think today or a few hours later mite jus be my lucky day.. maybe mummy will buy me de bag i've been eyeing~~ woohoo~~ already think which colour i prefer.. lol..


kk.. think i betta try to sleep if not later no energy to play wif my baby..


O-R-E-O~~~~O! OREO! OREO OREO~~
*muackies*

i wanna sleep n neva wake..

//water melly//
If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her life, a very strong person indeed.Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do. She is a leader , a real confident type.She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time, and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a chance to show him his own confident. She like to guess her man's reaction, but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her. She is a daring type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her.Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person again, because she looks at the world positively and has "Faith" in the word "Love".She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She loves "Freedom" so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow.She likes to be the one who is "Right", so if you argue with her , let her win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she say "It's over" be prepare to leave, she is not testing you.She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly take care and look after you, even look after you mean "small loan". Do not have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes that.You will not get bore with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave.She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do. If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a "Working Woman" then you will be OK.If she mad, find a shelter for the "Hurricane" is here! Her bad temper will last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of "pay Back" time. Most people might think of her as "One of a guy", but in fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and will never bored you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident and sometimes like to have power or act bossy.



this is a cool horoscope la.. fer all those who havent heard.. this is damn accurate la.. or so to me.. hehe.. sorry fer scaring u n making u worry fer me last nite.. sorry.. i didnt mean it.. thanks fer caring fer me.. smart girls cant do stupid things.. lol.. sorry..



Thanks sarah!! for de free pirates of de carribean!! hehe.. we mus watch part 1 kk?? thanks sweetie.. u make me dun feel lyk going to skool tomolo.. lol..



i haf this cute shampoo called sudzy.. damn cute lo.. dunno who buy one.. a lil amount wif lotsa bubbles.. lotsa bubbles on my head.. hee~ anyway i wish i culd soak in de bathtub while sipping away at my soothing hot camomile tea accompanied by a romantic novel.. ooo.. heaven~

hehe~ i wanna be tai tai!!

//mellydaydreaminghalfwishing for it to be true//

goodbye everybody. thanks to everybody in my life. thanks fer making my life althou short but well lived. Thank you. i've learnt so much. Finally.. finally i'll neva be unhappy again. :o)
Thank you and goodbye my frens.

PERFECT isn't beautiful; HUMAN is...

//melly//